Princess 35 Posted April 9, 2003 Who am I? I thought I knew I thought I knew what I wanted Then something happened A spark It seems so insignificant But it can start an inferno A raging hot inferno A promise broken Two broken hearts A flooding river Of tears Drowning In conflict with myself Being torn between two Slowly going down Can this spark start a fire? Can a broken heart be healed? Can someone save me? I'm so confused. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bad furday 57 Posted April 9, 2003 *melts a plastic doll of Princess to a plastic ear of corn* There! Cornfused! Anyway, it's good! :) Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Princess 35 Posted April 9, 2003 Thanks Furday. I find that when I'm stressed that just sitting down and writing help a lot. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Andy 60 Posted April 9, 2003 That's really, thought provocing... (sp?) Anyway... I signed up at deviantArt to submit my artwork. My page is here: http://beeurd.deviantart.com/ You can submit poetry too, Princess ('tis what reminded me ) Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Princess 35 Posted April 9, 2003 Does the spark part remind anyone else of the NJO? As I wrote it I had that scene with Threepio and the spark flash into my mind. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Andy 60 Posted April 9, 2003 It didn't, but now you mention it, it does :) Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Princess 35 Posted April 9, 2003 The things that go through my mind during psychology class. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Pandora 77 Posted April 9, 2003 I find that when I'm stressed that just sitting down and writing help a lot. I'm the same way. Writing's a good way to really step back and work out your feelings. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
CorSec 5 Posted April 9, 2003 Aye..tis deeper than it looks..lots to think about :) Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Princess 35 Posted April 10, 2003 If only you knew CorSec. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Princess 35 Posted April 12, 2003 A tear Runs down my cheek My doubts Come to the surface Crying As we try to work things out Wondering If it'll happen My heart Breaking as we talk My soul Being ripped from me Is it worth it? This broken heart Will I ever Be the same? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sentrosi 1 Posted April 13, 2003 these voices ring in my mind telling me im wasting my time shes not worth it dont give your heart away but ive lost it... its gone its hers... these feelings inside everyone tells me to hide but i cant, i wont she started a fire inside of me my soul cries out to see just another glipmse of her smiling at me.. (months later) how can she do this to me... oh baby cant you see i gave you my heart my soul and now you want me to leave you alone you say we will still be friends i thought we'd be together till the end all she says is goodbye... cause she doesnt want to see me cry she says it hurts her too but i dont see a tear pass her cheek... no.. i wont, i cant let her leave this way im gonna find her and im gonna do it my way i cant let her go... i wont... i cant... she has to be with me she said she was in love with me the pain inside comes in to haunt me at night till i dont feel alright... sometimes at night i feel as if i want to end my life... cause there aint no life with out you... i cant live my life without you this pain youve given me is sendin me straight to hell... im going insane as the weeks go bye startin to cry when i see your picture inside of my head and its making me wish i was dead (a couple of years later) we're talking again she says shes happy to be my friend but i dont see the point... im not happy with this i want more this isnt close to what i wished. she called me tonight... said she missed me tonight... we not that close anymore and she appears suddenly at my door in tears cause she says she cant take this no more... she falls in my arms... and continues to cry i take her aside... and hold her in my arms.. (ive dreamed of this day but i didnt want it to happen this way) we got in a fight and then she realized things werent right.. shes tellin me she loves me and she wants to spend the night shes talking of marriage and how things will be alright i cant help thinking of if it will happen again she leave me again and all that pain i was in.. but im happy now... shes in my life... i put the blades away no point in ending my life... at least not tonight but who knows what tomorrow will hold... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Princess 35 Posted April 13, 2003 Very interesting. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Princess 35 Posted April 13, 2003 This is now the poetry thread. Let your hidden poet free. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Princess 35 Posted April 13, 2003 I feel alive again Something inside of me has set me free I feel free again Somewhere deep insides I have met my inner peace I feel as if a thousand pound weight has been lifted off of my shoulders Because of how I feel when I'm with you You've shown me the light When I was trapped in the dark I have something to do now As soon as I find something out from you This thing could change my life Change it for the better You're my lifeguard You saved me from drowning in myself From drowning in my sorrow And for that I thank you. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sentrosi 1 Posted April 13, 2003 i sit and ponder late at night is what im doing really right falling in love all over again the past has come to haunt me again i kiss someone else wishing it was you and all the time knowing... this could hurt you i feel as if im being pulled in all directions at once being torn apart.. from within.... loving her, kissing you, im starting to think... im missing you.. im not in love with you and dont want to hurt you... i am here for you as a friend as more sometimes but in the end im hers...and she knows it... you should know it. too not that i dont care about you but because... i cant give my heart to you you see i gave it to her along time ago way before i even knew you i cant promise you anything not my time, my love, not anything im sorry ive wasted your time... writing these rhymes must be hurting you i didnt mean to just use you to pass the time as slowly i walked the line waiting to here the words from her ive been waiting for... so i could walk out that door... and hold her forever more forgive me for my deceit i never knew that we would me forgive me for the time i spent the time we went and did those things we liked to do.. and in all truth i was just using you ill understand if you dont want to speak to me for doing what i did to you. im sorry ... i dont expect you to ever forgive me. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sentrosi 1 Posted April 13, 2003 I lie in the darkness waiting for fear... hoping for weakness before i strike out from behind the shadows.. i wound quickly and it never heals it festers until it consumes you.. and it will consume you.. i never leave shallow wounds... they go straight for your soul... making you feel as if your losing control... of your life.. of your mind... and of reality. you must accept the pain that i am... that i give... to accept yourself... to live your life the way you wish you must first live through my kiss.. what am I? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sentrosi 1 Posted April 14, 2003 from the poem... but very funny prin... im not a bat either.. the answer is love Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Princess 35 Posted April 14, 2003 Love, how true. But i like my answer better. :D Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
chozen 1 Posted April 14, 2003 I thought it was that thing out of that batman film.. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sentrosi 1 Posted April 14, 2003 no thats a riddle this was a poem... lol and you know what a vamp does prin... so you knew that that wasnt it... but if you would like me to remind you i can... ;) Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
chozen 1 Posted April 14, 2003 vamps suck blood..wow stenrosi i never knew you was a bo... never mind. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
