Sentrosi 1 Posted April 14, 2003 that i was a what??? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
chozen 1 Posted April 14, 2003 Can't remember now :p Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Princess 35 Posted April 14, 2003 Promise you'll show me later? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Admiral Daala 0 Posted April 14, 2003 I stand alone. I trusted you. You betrayed my trust. If I can't trust you than who can I trust? You betrayed my trust. I hate you. I hate you more than ever. Something tells me that I don't hate you. I could never hate you. Why? I feel something for you. I could never I hate you. Something has changed. We knew, we didn't know. Do you know now? Do I hate you? No never. I can't. But you betrayed my trust. I trusted you. I stand alone. You should be here. I trusted you. You betrayed my trust. Please I beg you. Come back to me. Or do you hate me? The words you screamed. Tears roll down my face. You screamed at me. But those words couldn't be true. No they aren't true. I refuse to beilve it. You've known all along haven't you? I would have understood. I hid my face. I stand alone. No one will find me exept for you. I stand alone. I miss you. I stand alone. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sentrosi 1 Posted April 15, 2003 so how rough can you be... how much can you hurt me... the torture you give me is a release to me... it gives me somewhere to put the pain the anger, the hatred i cant get out of my head.. its just in there... and making me insane.... making me want to end this pain and drag that blade across my wrist... but i dont i punish my self... letting myself live... wondering why... why i cant just put this aside... why i cant let go... why i struggle to hold on to it and i realize late at night that without the pain... with out the anger... with out the anguish i live in i would have nothing... i would be living alone with out something to fear.. no more tears, there would be no more years... so i hold on to the pain... and hope it never goes away... i use the anger inside and release it in my dreams.. kissing you and caressing you till i can hear your screams Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
chozen 1 Posted April 15, 2003 Promise you'll show me later? I pray to god that you were not talking to me... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
chozen 1 Posted April 15, 2003 *whispers to go* Thank you.. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Princess 35 Posted April 15, 2003 *glares at Chozen* Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
chozen 1 Posted April 15, 2003 I meant that in a good way... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Admiral Daala 0 Posted April 15, 2003 Every night I thought about you... I still miss you. I think about you. Every day. Every hour. Every minute. Every second. I hear things... I know they aren't true. I remember you smiling at me. I returned the smile. That's when you said "I'll always be here for you" But you lied. You betrayed my trust. I hear things.. They aren't true. I know that. You said that I was the one. Because I am. I miss you. Please come back to me. I'll laugh when I hear "It's all coming back to me now" I'll whisper so no one can hear the next time I see you "It's all coming back to me now" It will. It is. I am waiting for that day. It's coming soon. So soon. I'll miss you. Come back soon. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sentrosi 1 Posted April 16, 2003 I close my eyes as the rains falls down... Falling on my body as i drift to memories of old.. and those new... the ones that keep me up late at night thinking of you... I wish at times... i knew... truly how you felt... so i didnt have to do this... to so many... I care for you with more than just my heart and soul and yet at times i realizes it may not be enough weve not had the time... for many years to spend it... with eachother... the way we once wished and now i am with another... hoping to find a decent conclusion to the pain im going through and the problems ive caused in less than a week i will see you and know is it right for me to hold on or is it time for me to let go.. i will surely know when i look into your eyes ive never seen hers... but i know what i would see. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Admiral Daala 0 Posted April 17, 2003 I was the girl. Who got no cheers. I was alone. I am not alone though. You are still with me. Everyone looked at me. As if I wasn't there. I was made of glass to them. I was never alone. I'll never be. Cause you are still with me. I soon found you. You looked at me. I smiled. And you smiled back. I couldn't beileve it. You were back. I cried till I didn't have anymore tears. Finally you said. The words I wanted to hear. 'It's all comin back to me now.' I wasn't alone. You were back. You said "I'll never leave you again" I now beileve you. You are back. And I am glad. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Princess 35 Posted April 18, 2003 I think of you All of the time I can't get you Off of my mind I see things That remind me of you And I find my mind Wandering to those memories of our time together I don't know if I can have you But I can't help how I feel I know that I will enjoy Every moment that we have together However long it may last I know what I feel When I'm with you Those feelings are quite true Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sentrosi 1 Posted April 21, 2003 my heart has thrown my mind into a whirlwind of anquish soaking up every bit of pain it can find... for a time i thought i was lost... but then she found me alone sitting, still grieving over my last love she took me in her arms and showed me how it felt to be loved in return for nothing... i call her an angel now... for nothing but an angel could have healed my broken heart... she mended it like magic.... and her love poured into it capturing my very soul i am hers now... tho i wish i could see her... she does not know how close i am to her... or how close i wish i was... for now fleeting memories of past times... spent enjoying eachothers company flash before my eyes... as if i was dying the excitement and pain of being so close but not being able to reach her has left me barren... unfeeling and cold.. i wish that same angel that saved me long ago would come and save me again but this time i fear she may need the saving... if i could just get near. I love you my angel with all that i am... please understand i have tried to be near you... i am close now waiting for the right time to come and rescue you from your prison .... but i await... your response... if you would like to be saved... i love you... and as for you my fun little friend... the times may soon come to an end that you and i delve into eachothers souls... pleasing eachother... from our head to our toes i enjoyed my time with you... and wish it didnt have to be this way wish that in some way i could show you the kindness and love that you showed me but for now i cannot.... so i leave you with this... from the first kiss to the last caress your memory will be forever etched into my heart... your soul and mine at one time were one... and the joy and passion that consumed us... will never be forgotten i will remember you for this and all the more that you are... thank you my very special friend for sharing with me... from afar... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Princess 35 Posted April 21, 2003 Tied down Held tight By invisible bonds Vulnerable Waiting For your bite The bite That will bind me To you Scared But trusting I wait Held in my invisible bonds Neck stretched Vulnerable Heart beating Quickening As I wait For your bite Held tight By invisible bonds Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Princess 35 Posted April 21, 2003 floating in a sea of anguish struggling to stay afloat the words i hear weigh me down i was standing too close to the edge and i fell you kept me afloat but now i feel your support slipping i try to fight for survival but i feel myself going down as i float in a sea of anguish Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Admiral Daala 0 Posted April 21, 2003 How would you know? If I was gone? Would you care? What's wrong with you? You lied. I want the truth. Not the lies. You are afraid that if you tell me the truth that I will be hurt. I won't. I am only hurt when you lie. You are afraid. That I will be scared. I won't be scared. You are afraid that I'll be alone. No. I am never alone. Cause you should know. That I'll never forget you. Cause you told me. That you could never forget me. No matter how hard you tried. You couldn't forget me. I laughed when you told me that. I've heard that line before. And everyone who said it won't forget me. Cause I am as hard to forget as a reputation. Everyone who meets me never forgets me. I am the rebel. No one ever forgets a rebel Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Princess 35 Posted June 14, 2003 I stay awake Every night Wishing I could sleep My mind wanders It flies every where What will I do? Who will I be? Do I have to potential inside of me? What does my future hold? Can anyone see? Where life's journey Is taking me.... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bad furday 57 Posted June 14, 2003 There once was a snow monkey Called Ming. He often had the urge To sing. His friends began a purge To silence this urge And slew him With a hornet's Sting! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
chozen 1 Posted June 14, 2003 What about a haiku? I know one about a little old man from china? There once was a man from china, Who wasn?t a very good climber, One day while climbing a rock, He fell on his? Oh wait i've forgotten how it ends.. :( Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Princess 35 Posted June 14, 2003 That's good Chozen. Good that you forgot that is. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Princess 35 Posted June 27, 2003 It blossoms slowly From deep inside A feeling that I can't describe But that I feel Every time I see you... My heart leaps I know what the feeling is But the words get stuck When I'm With you... The feelings are they I know they are true I just don't know How to tell you... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Admiral Daala 0 Posted June 27, 2003 Why did I care? How could you? If you knew, knew how I feel. Betrayl lasts forever. How could I care? You said you'd be there! You lied! Why did you leave? Leavin' me all alone. I don't understand anymore. I'm alone. I don't see sunshine anymore. You broke my heart. Now I am alone. Alone in the dark. No more sunshine. No more flowers. No more singing. No more anything. I believe it was true. I thought I loved you. You left me. How could you? No more sunshine. No more trees. No more clouds. No more flowers. No more anything. I can't live in the dark. I'm all alone. Again. Where have all the flowers gone? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
