never thought it would come to this...

[Pandora 77]

Do y'all remember at the beginning when I joked about not being emotional? Well, forget about it. Yes, I'm typing (or trying at any rate) this with tears in my eyes.

Now, this isn't etched in stone yet, but I may have to resign. Not take leave, resign-- quit all together.

And not just the Psychos, I mean SW completely. It's just that... well, I have to get rid of something in my life, and I guess this is what it has to be.

I'll expect to have made my decision later tonight, and if i do decide to just give all this up, I'm going to go into my bedroom, pull down all my SW posters, load all of my SW toys and games into a crate, throw all of my SW books in a box and haul the whole mess up to the attic and let it collect dust for the next twenty years. Then, I'll come and give you guys a definitive answer.

God, I hate doing this. I mean, you guys are almost like family to me, every last one of you. And SW is a part of me, and just thinking about giving it up... I feel like my very soul is being ripped out. But... if I have to do it, then I have to do it.

I'm sorry to leave you guys like this. I always told myself I'd stick it out till the end but... it doesn't look like I'm gonna be able to this time.

Now, this isn't for sure yet, but don't get your hopes up on my staying. So, you guys need to be prepared to lose me. Furday, That would leave you as the Commander. You can chose your own First officer if you want, but I want to suggest that you give Rogue the position. She can do it, I know, and has been kind of an advisor of sorts to me.

But whatever happens, (and i know this will sound like I'm about to die, but in a sense I am) I will NEVER forget you all, the story, or the all the fun we've had. Know this. If anything else, know that I will miss you.

I'll let you know the verdict in a little while.

[Jake Durron 23]

:cries: NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pod

WAH!!!!!

Can u at least come judge me and furday at our trial in the Cantina?

Sniff Sniff

[^Hal^ 1]

Why? Who's making you get rid of something from your life? How mean..

sniff... must be strong...

[Rogue 4]

*has lump in throat, and cannot find words to express deep sorrow*

:cry:

[Jake Durron 23]

This can't be happening...

I am gonna mash the person who is doing this

Calls to Bad Furday Get the AT-AT ready!!!!

Sniff Sniff :cry:

[^Hal^ 1]

It feels like some outside force is trying to destroy us. First MDN2 has to leave due to problems at home, and now this...

[Pandora 77]

All I want to do right now is cry.

Makia, I'd love to come to your trial, but I can't.

And really, no one is making me do this. But I have to do it.

[Jake Durron 23]

and others have left us

Corran_horn

Starstripe

And now WAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Rogue 4]

:cry:

Uh...um....something's in my eye?

:cry:

[^Hal^ 1]

Starstripe left? When... that musta been pretty recent. I saw him around only the other day.

[Jake Durron 23]

Rogue could I get away with mashing cruel person doing this to the Commander?

[^Hal^ 1]

Argh... This is bad... :cry:

[^Hal^ 1]

All I want to do right now is cry.

Makia, I'd love to come to your trial, but I can't.

And really, no one is making me do this. But I have to do it.

But if no-ones making you, then why would you have to... Sorry if I'm being dense, I just don't get it...

[Jake Durron 23]

me either...

Well I haven't seen him around for a Month and a half...

[Bad furday 57]

:cries: Podracer, I'll miss you terribly. Without your story, I wouldn't be here. You've affected every one of us and we thank you for it. Your story ideas and humor have always been appreciated. If you decide to come back, we'll welcome you back with open arms. It's been an adventure to serve, Your First Officer.

To Podracer! :drink:

[Rogue 4]

Rogue could I get away with mashing cruel person doing this to the Commander?

I dunno if she wants you to do that to her m------- Uh...said too much....

And the trial is off....

[^Hal^ 1]

yeah, to podracer

hmm... therre are a few things that will need organising if she leaves.

If you see this podracer, can you send all the parts of the story, for 1 up to about 15, that I don't have, so I can keep it all arcived...

[Jake Durron 23]

oh it's already finished the reasons are there and I'll wait for our (mine and furday's) news

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Jake Durron 23]

This is the work of a Sith!

[Andy 60]

OMG This isn't happening. Is it? :o

** launches at wall and cracks head open **

OMG It is! :cries: :(

[Jake Durron 23]

Mans the AT-AT with murder in her eyes

:evil:

[Jake Durron 23]

I dedicate this to our Loving Commander:

To Podracer:

You were there when we first started,

Now we all are Broken-hearted,

We wish we could kill this plague so bad,

Why can't we all just be glad?

We love you Commander all too much,

Now we've lost you, that is just our luck!

We never will forget your counsel true,

We'll always remember and cherish you

Written with a broken Heart,

Makia Alise

:cries:

[Jake Durron 23]

I'm about to start sobbing...

:cry:

[Andy 60]

That's good.... I'm rubbish at writing poems...

:cries:

[Jake Durron 23]

:love: see all those things floating around?

Mine is breaking

Thankz beeurd...

:cry: